I am so Done!

Well, I just e-mailed my ex boyfriend, Matt. And he's all non forgiving to me. I'm trying to tell him that I am done fighting and that I want another chance and that I can prove that I love him and all, but, he's being so difficult right now. I have truly had it with that idiot! I can't take it anymore. I need a boyfriend that's real and close to me. For example, like Connor Dace. He was the best boyfriend that I ever had. And I thought that Matt was right for me. Huh. Such a lie.Ha, I guess I'll have to deal with this crap for a looooooong while. Looks like I'll have to straighten up and tell him the truth. I have really no choice... :( So, wish me luck people!